JC CURRENT

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hey. i've been thinking all day.
my life...it's not perfect. i don't pretend like its been perfect.
i try hard, though.
i try to follow Jesus, i try to get good grades, and i try to maintain a social life.
is it normal to fail at all 3?
i mean, i look at myself in the mirror, and what do i see?
i see an average 5'10 guy with glasses staring back at me.
but thats not what i want to see.
i want to see a 5'10 guy with glasses who has it together.
i want to look at that guy and see someone who can follow Jesus without slipping up dramatically every day. who knows how to keep Him on his mind.
i want to see that guy going to university someday.
i want to glance over and see that guy hanging out with his friends, playing video games or watching a movie or something.
i want to see that guy out on a date or at least out with his friends instead of spending all his time in his basement.
so why is it so hard to make that a reality?
what is making me so different here?
or does everyone have these problems inside?
text me if you want to talk about these things: 403-891-5965
facebook message me or shoot me a message on twitter- brett lemke and brett_lemke respectively.
-brett

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