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listening: closing time, semisonic

Mom, the reason I haven't posted in over a month is because I'm tired of posting the superficial.
As a matter of fact, that's pretty much what this blog has become. And now I'm posting not because someone asked me to, but because I'm starting to feel really stressed and I need a place to vent.
So. Here goes. Top 3 things on Brett's List of Annoyances and Grievances.

1. As per usual, the big number 1 is school. Homework. Physics. Physics homework. Physics. No matter how many tutorials I go to, no matter how much homework I do, it does not compute. Dynamics is easier than kinematics, but it's still the basics that I'm having trouble with, and it doesn't help that we're six weeks in and she is still introducing 'basics'. Basics on how to calculate the force of tension exerted on a rope between two boxes being pulled at a 20 degree angle to the right? Argh. Tutorials tomorrow yet again. Then there's English, where the teacher is not familiar with the English language. There are 2 spelling of 'civilisation', Mr. Engel. Z and S. Yes, pieces follows the I before E rule. Shocker.
The only class I feel really confident in is bio, and that's good because it's the only science I'm continuing in next year.

2. Baby. There is a baby coming. This one will be easier if I talk to myself.
There is a baby coming, Brett. You are excited for it. So why are you so effing freaked out about it? This one is more of an annoyance, because I have no idea why it's stressing me out so much.

3. People expecting so much of me. Yeah, when I come home after a slower day at work I've started to feel annoyed with my parents for asking how many trucks I did. (Subtlety is not my specialty, so I will address this directly to my parents.) It does not matter how many trucks I did, because there is always a page who does less than me. Several, actually. I'm good at my job, but I don't like bragging about it, and when I do less trucks because it's a slow day, it doesn't mean I suck. It means I do more than just shelve books.

And I thought that this post would help me relax, but really it just made me feel more annoyed.
Blog 1, Brett 0.

-Brett